That friend of mine with a teddy bear

Many of us still have our favourite soft toy or pillow or bolster since young. These cherished items are most usually found on our beds or somewhere within the comfort zone. Such cases are not uncommon.

I was reminded of my friend with the teddy bear, The Psycho, when I was thinking of another friend, Loser, who still keeps a baby pillow since his baby days which he has named "Ling Ling". I don't expect him to come up with anything better since he is a Loser, as per his name.

Anyway, it was the rest of the guys who told me about this. The Psycho, keeps a particular teddy bear on his bed, and accordingly to my sources, there is a torn hole at the bottom of the bear where the vaginal/penis is supposed to be. Just to clarify, the hole didn't come with the bear.

Now, this is very disturbing.

Of course, I wanted more details but all the guys refused to touch the area around the hole to recover any form evidence of abuse performed on the bear, so up till today, we have not given him the benefit of doubt. That is, we choose to believe that he has been using the poor bear as his sexual toy and said bear has been enduring the effects of his charged hormones.

I have heard of blown up dolls that take the form of females for the enjoyment of the less superior gender. I even have a friend who owns one of these (although he claimed that it was a gift and he has not used it before). But tearing a hole in your own teddy bear for such pleasures is simply ........

I can't find the right word for this. Fill in the blank, will you?